You

In my dreams
your eyes still haunt me
my memories
all to clear
sometimes for days
I can avoid my thoughts

-KAS

Eyes

When asking me if I was o.k.
I responded correctly
observing his unaffection
towards me, throughout
the three morning hours
I maintained strong eyes
as to not mirror my soul

I enjoyed laughing at his behavior
and his eye contact
Only a few times
did his eyes get lost
in thoughts about me

I realize
he is not a man
to go unsexed

I proved to him
that the thought of him
going elsewhere
didn't bother me

How many lies
can be portrayed
through my
perceivably innocent
eyes.

-KAS

Inside of ignorance

The disolution of awareness left me
a hollow instinct of what was before
and distant footsteps alure me
unto the mighty force
hence came my distant sorrow
that swallows me a whole

I bury heat and softness
an all new pain appears
it's full of fear and tension
of sorrow through the years

A man I once thought kingship
now hardly owns a name
some disrespect I hold back
for that is who to blame

My insides tear free from
not ignorance nor niave
from other layers of it
that years ago, I believed

KAS